Attention Whore

I'm one of those people that like attention so when i feel like im being pushed to the side or ignored it hurts  . . .

ohtay, im not gonna attempt to write this damn entry ; in a nutshell, i feel like YOU dont have anything to say to ME & its driving me CUH-RAZY

. . . . that is all

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iLack You by Peppah

i was goin thru sum of the blogs that i follow & saw my big bro Peppah had posted a new poem ; he wrote & said everything that im scared to . . . .

I need to clear my brain
The way I think about you
The way you run through my mind
The way I hurt when I hear your voice
I’m in need

I just want you around
You are no where near me
I think about your hands, your eyes
You have no clue how I feel about you
I want you

I crave the taste of your lips
I yearn for your body to rest near mines
I long for the day when you tell me you love me
I, I, I will be at ease when you finally accept your feelings
You want me

If you could only realize how great my love can be
How your life would be so much better if you chose me
I will not throw away the key
I will no longer flee
Because I need you just like you need me
                                - Peppah


check out some more of his work on his blog


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Top 7 Songs Of The Week

1. Estelle - "Freak" ft Kardinal Offishall



"i can be a freak everyday of everyweek" ;-)

2. Kris Allen - "Live Like We're Dying"



everybody needs 2 listen 2 these lyrics . . .

3. Ludacris - "My Chick Bad" ft Nicki Minaj



Nicki SLAYED her verse ; idc what NOBODY says


4. LeToya Luckett - "Good To Me"


i have one of these kind of men :)

5. Jus K - "Special"



he was a guest on Mo'Nique's show ; i FEEL his words . . . so soulful!

6. Mariah Carey - "Up Out My Face Remix" ft Nicki Minaj



another Nicki Minaj feature . . . i got a lil treat 4 ya'll . . .

WILLY WONKA DOES NICKI MINAJ!


*giggles*

7. Mateo - "Doubt"



This one is 4 my baby ; we love this song & more importantly, we love Mateo!!!!

These are my top songs, what are yours?


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Been Gone 4 A Minute . . .

. . . but im BACK w/ tha JUMPOFF

- Lil Kim "The Jumpoff"

So i took an unannounced & unexpected hiatus 

During this hiatus my babe bought me the Blackberry Bold so my BBM Pin # has changed

Regularly scheduled posts will resume shortly . . .

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Losing Control

This was my laugh of the day! ; i cried laughing



That pole was like "uhmm no ma'am!" ; did ya'll peep how the dude had like no reaction & seemed reluctant 2 ask if she was ok?!  LMAO!!!

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Top 7 Songs Of The Week

This post was inspired by Deonte K (follow his blog) ; Every week he posts his 5 favorite songs . . .

Ima switch it up by putting my top 7 songs every week (one song for each day)

So without further adieu . . . my fav songs of the week (in no particular order)

1. Kirk Franklin & Artists Unite For Haiti - "Are You Listening"

- idk who that white woman is but as the song was building, she gave me LIFE at 3:19
- . . . & is it me, or is Tina giving Erica the evil eye at 2:38? lol

2. Fantasia - "Even Angels (Live)"

- i like how she shed a tear at the end of this performance #beautiful

3. Marsha Ambrosius - "Put It On Repeat (Skipping Records)"

- off of her upcoming debut album "Late Nights and Early Mornings"

4. Erykah Badu - "Window Seat"

- Erykah can do no wrong in my book ; I can groove 2 this & im diggin' the lyrics

5. BeBe & CeCe Winans - "Close To You"

- I have a newfound fascination with these two! ; CeCe tears this song up live!

6. Jordin Sparks - "Faith"

- this song gives me strength whenever im feeling down

7. Lisa 'Left-Eye' Lopes "Lets Just Do It" ft TLC & Missy Elliott

- this track goes SO hard in the whip! ; i miss Lisa everyday! R.I.P

So what are some of ur favorite tracks at this moment?

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I Care 4 U

simple words

i care 4 u / i care about u

many have said it

but they werent sincere

wen i hear ppl say it, i become cynical

but wen u say it

I . B E L I E V E . Y O U

XIIXXIIX ♥

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A to Z

A - AVAILABLE: nope :)
B - BIRTHDAY: December 6th ; i'll be 2O this year *gasp* 
C - CRUSHING ON: well he's more than a crush XIIXXIIX ♥
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Minute Maid Berry Punch & it was everything
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Papa, Kiyna
F - FAVORITE SONG : right now its Toni Braxton - Make My Heart 
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: you get more bears than worms (yes i counted)
H - HOMETOWN: Jackson Heights, NY
I - IN LOVE WITH: Janet Jackson & Jennifer Hudson
J - JUGGLE: mhmm
K - KILLED SOMEONE: ummm . . . metaphorically speaking of course
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: NYC to VA
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: nillerz (vanilla)
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: one younger brother
O - ONE WISH: to be snowed in w/ him *giggles*
P - PERSON YOU TALKED TO LAST: Papa
R - REASON TO SMILE: being alive ; family & friends
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Erykah Badu - Window Seat 
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30am & 1:28pm
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: black
W - WORST HABIT: procrastination
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: wrist & ear
Y - YOYOS: i like the yoyo's that sleep & glow in the dark! 
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: sagittarius behbey!


I took this from my gurl Kya's page ; follow her blog too :)


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